What a great city to visit! Great food, mild weather so far, and great people :) I think I may go to the Aquarium or the science museum today. As much as I travel, I don’t always get to enjoy the city as much as I would like. I plan to change that and start seeing what each city has to offer. I need to stop being such a serious workaholic anyway. Life is short, right? There are so many things to do in San Francisco, and Napa is only about an hour away too! I should really take that trip I have been meaning to take and have a limo wine tour. I can be the designated tipsy girl!

Of course I ran into the normal time-wasters and guys looking for a girlfriend and not a companion in the sense that I am available. I really hope they find someone. I understand where the boundaries are and offers for tour guides, taking me to places, ect that are not in the confines of client/escort are a bit insulting. I understand that the person is reaching out but I feel sad sometimes that they are reaching out the wrong way. It seems like to me that they are just looking to rip me off so I don’t see them. As much as I feel bad for their loneliness, I have to think that there is some underlying reason for it that may not be a good one. Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t come to this decision lightly, I learned it the hard way. I tried to befriend a few of those reaching out and ended up feeling cheated while they bragged about spending time for free or taking advantage of my kindness. Contrary to what these guys may think. I am not a lonely vulnerable gal that needs a friends. I have my own companion and a very full life. I hate that these guys prey on the lonely. Its rather sick. I love to exchange occasional emails and consider some of my clients as friends, meaning if they needed help, I would help them, but there is a line there and I choose not to cross it again.

Back to more positive things:) I have new pics! Have you seen them? You can see then in the new header of my website and also there are 8 new pics in the portfolio I am updating my paysites now and will be filming content in my hotel room since it looks so great. I’ll also be taking more pics for my escort website with the full sets with all the naughty shots available on the paysites too :) I may wear the new lavender lingerie that I brought with me and haven’t had the chance to shoot yet! Ialso have some really fun socks and stockings to shoot while I’m here for my foot and nylon website. Lots of great things coming up this year:) I also have to make sure that the websites are updated through January so that all this travel doesn’t effect my members and I don’t have to take time away from visiting family with I go back to Indiana. Life is good!

July
12th-17th Los Angeles
21nd-26thNew York City

August
Huston,TX
Austin,TX
Chicago, IL-RS2K Verified clients and established clients only
San Fransisco

September
Tampa, FL
Miami,FL
Orlando, FL
Washington DC

October
Boston
Philly
New York City

November
Ohio
Tennessee
San Fransisco

I guess you would expect that I would have run out, bought some whored up costume and them got silly drunk with random people in Las Vegas, never to remember the sloppy drunk kisses, or that I may have had to pee on the sidewalk somewhere on the way to be driven home by someone who wasn’t the designated driver. No, this year I stayed in, I learned a massive amount of information, cooked chili, ate it(yes, I can cook), and then worked on my computer networking, Dreamweaver, CSS tutorials, replied to fanmail through email and through that dreaded myspace.com that my pull me in yet with its evil ways.

Earlier in the day I smacked someone, literally. Oh, don’t be scared, it was for the FLAME project and he liked it too much for it to be a bad thing. I really enjoyed the burning look in his eyes when I caught him off guard. Smacking someone’s face can bring up some knarly emotions and it did just that. In my own sadistic way, it scared but enthralled me:) It made me yearn for my sensual domination clients and the punishments I have them endure. They love it, I love it, and everyone goes home with a sneaky sexy grin on their face.

I also posted a silly Halloween video that I made out in my backyard, clad in one of my favorite bikinis that I embedded from youtube.com I laugh at myself a lot. I got an email recently that asked why I even posted videos without make-up and not all pristine. Well, I’m not all pristine and never claimed to be. I’m just a simple gal from the Midwest who who refused to live there/die there. I rebelled, and succeeded to piss off many of the people I grew up around. But they don’t need to worry about saving my soul. My soul shines in its happiness:) The glee of sexual freedom!

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